Dear Carnelia,
Do you remember the letter that I gave you when we were Sophomores? I really meant what I said. You are a friend and I love you even though you hurt me many times. The way you insult and ignore me, it's painful but because of my patience I still learned to care for you still. I forgave you everytime you apologize. But this time it's different. You are mad at me even though I don't do anything rude to you. I smile at you when we meet in the hallway, in the road, or anywhere else. I just can't figure it out, what are you getting mad about. I chose my words because I don't want to hurt anybody's feelings but you still get angry at me. I hate it when you don't tell me what's wrong. I hate it when you ignore me everytime I get close to you. For me it's an insult. Sometimes I think I want to die because I can't take the pressure of watching your every move that convinces me that you are mad at me. But oftentimes, I can imagine the life of not having you around. It's a good life but I still want to settle things. I want us to be friends again. But if the time will come that I've reached my limit. I just want to say Goodbye.
From,
Amethyst